One of friend read my blog and said.....
"i feel everybody has good life. Look carefully happiness is standing next to you. just take a look and you will find it. "
so we analyse this....Everyone has good life..agreed...then why mishappening happened to me ...i also have friends who have a simple n calm life..why there r problems wid me only?....so do u think i m person who dont think positive..? who dont want to look for happiness...? Inspite of all problems n issues i always hoped ...everything happen for a good reason....bt why nothing good happen wid me....
I married the person i love still i m nt happy...wats the reason...
I know expectation...why we all stupid people on earth set expectations....?
I expect a person who understands me....a family who supports me...friends who care for me...Am i expecting smthing which cannot be given..it can be....then why i m nt happy....
Yes they all loves me...supports me....care for me...bt nt upto my expectation..they do it according to themselves..i smile everyday in morning..but deep inside i dont feel like it..i want to cry..bt i cant..cuz the person whom i married cant see me crying....the tears r dried now...sometime i dont feel like smiling but i have to..n i hate this...