We always say hope for best....wat if ur hope dies......
If u ask a person abut there memorable day....he/she may say "hey its my childhood"....for me..i never lived those days...to which i ever want to go back.....I am nt a normal person...whether its my luck or destiny...obstacles are always there... even if the road is clean....still i fell down....God knows why he do this with me..... ................ In my memories there is no day of my childhood which i want to live again.....one thing which i remember is pain..tears....
I use to broke everything into many pieces....glasses....plates...showpieces...pots...accidently....dont know how..? now people break me into pieces...dnt know why...? Nobody can tolerate this so as my mother..she use to shout at me...beat me...n i used to cry.....U know what..God had always been unfair to me bt still i trust him...why..?...i Cry n remember god......then one day...i heard a story of Cinderalla....a small girl who is in pain..n god sended her prince to rescue her.....since that day i started hopin for rescue...wenever smthin bad happen to me...i cried my heart out n tell myself...tht one day..my prince will come...n rescue me....
Hope...a feeling which tell you to live....which make u understand ki sab thik ho jayega....evrythin happen for a gud reason...bt a person is nt happy...then how tht thing can b gud....anyways...so i was hopin for my prince...... to come .. to hold my hand....to change my world....everythin around me....n one day he came...tall ..with small eyes...dark...handsome....i can see his soul wen i see into his eyes...he came....to rescue me...to give me all happiness .. to make me smile...to share my pain....i want to smile as i never smiled before....i want to live as i never lived before... i want to fly.....But i forgot one thing that Cinderalla was a story...n I am nt a character of story...i m a living person.. there is no prince who can change ur life...u born...n now u have to live this life...there is no hope to rescue......he didnt came to rescue me....he came cuz....he want to teach me...tht stop living in dreams...face reality.......
So u never b abl to rescue from ur worries...tensions...pain...n my best friend tears...they alwayz b wid u...n u hv to live .. nobody will rescue u.....nobody will come...now u r trapped in this life..only one thing can rescue u frm this miserabl life n tht is Death...why people fear death if they have no hope for rescue...Trust me u can read other blogs also noone is happy in this world...so why fear death...it wud give peace...there wud be no pain....no worries...no hope....so atleast this time god will rescue me from this life.....